How fun?

"Have fun having no friends," is what my sister said to me about ten minutes ago. She really doesn't understand that I don't have any friends and that she isn't just being nasty. I spend all day locked up in the music room. I don't even get schoolwork done anymore. I can't shower regularly. I don't see anyone except my family and my doctors, and I only have one consistent weekly doctor's appointment. I don't feel safe in our house because everyone here hates me. I am alone except for the friends I have on the internet, and I can't talk to them about everything. It's not that I don't trust them. It's that I can't burden them with things like that. I can't burden anyone with it.